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The feeling of being a real Chelsea fans... Tat day...after sent my bro to take his car at Puchong...i went to 1u alone...coz nid to wait Shirley to finish exam and back home...such a long time din go shopping mall alone d...the feeling like...very weird...walk alone without bag...and no reason...juz walk and go into every shop without buying anything...juz c something new... 1st of all...i reach there around 3 sumthing...damn hungry...den quickly find parking and look for food...wah...weekday go 1u...the parking is so empty...can drive like a mad driver...haha...after parked my car...den quickly look for something to eat...over 3pm d...McD no more offer...since the price almost the same...i decided to take KFC...eating alone... After finish my meal...of coz go walk lo...1st...go to Studio R...touch every of the shoes tat looks nice...but don have the 1 i interested...den walk to the tennis area...touch and feel and test every of the tennis racquet...luckily really no1 bird me...if not really paiseh coz not buying...after tat...go look for racquet grip...found tat quite expensive...plan to buy d wan...but feel tat really expensive... Den...walk back to new wing...of coz everytime come to 1u muz visit Nike and Adidas wan...1stly...go into Nike...at last Malaysia focus tennis sports d...got sell Federer's and Nadal's appearance...their shirt, pants and of coz their shoes...the 1 i interested in was currently wear by Rafael Nadal...Nike Air Max Coutballistec 1.3, colour white yellow...the price is damn expensive...wait and c...the price sure will drop like hell once he change new shoe...the reason i interested in this shoe is becoz the design is very unique...and the colour...sharp...and is same with my my racquet colour...i promise will save money and buy it after CNY... After visit Nike...next door was Adidas...everytime come to Adidas...sure will look at the jersey...Chelsea jersey...but tis time is different...since alone...no1 waiting for me...i can do watever thing i wanted to do...i asked the promoter whether have my size anot...she said don have...den she push me to try the size XL...when i entered the fitting room and changed the shirt...the 1st impression was...want laugh like hell but cannot laugh too loud...coz XL is too big for me...looked like a child...haha...den...i decided to take photo...1st time wearing Chelsea Home jersey...the feeling was....damn cool man...i never had tat feeling be4...i feel the feeling of real fans...i dream for a Chelsea jersey long time ago...but the price for a jersey is very expensive...i cant afford it...so...everytime juz can walk into Adidas look and touch the jersey...so sad...  I promise myself...if 1 day i get rich...i want Chelsea jerseys become my collections... PEACE... Pressure...Today's topic is...pressure...
i oredi think for very long...only decide to come out tis topic...is not because of too free...or just for fun...something really happened on me...and some ppl around me...every1 having pressure...mayb everyday...or every min...or even every sec...wat is pressure???i also not really noe how to explain in english...or even chinese...juz take it as a random topic for my latest blog for today...
As u all know...recently i continued my study at SEGi College...at 1st...tis sem i took 6 subjects...5 subjects with exam and assignment...and another 1 subject is full assignment...having class 5 days a week...without driving car...public transport everyday...but now...3 more bridging paper from UK offered...and now...have to study 7 days a week...without driving car...and juz public transport also...at the beginning...i tot tat everything is ok for me...but few weeks later...i feel tat...its not so easy...i spend all the time travel from college to home and home to college...den...study...assignment...is so tiring...i don even have a day can relax myself...or give myself some times to rest well...is so terrible to having 9 subject...and study 7 days a week...
when i say tat i feel a lot of pressure...most of the ppl will ask me who give me those pressure other than study...in the beginning...i tot tat many aspect giving me pressure...but after sms with my gf...i realise tat...all the pressure...is from myself...and...sumtimes i even blaming her tat adding pressure to me...i really not a good bf...not a good son...or even a grandson...for many lecturers in SEGi...i'm a good student...compare with others...but honestly...i'm not...
y i think like tat???mayb...as ppl said...i'm not a good fren...and...for gf...i over caring her...terrible???but i juz want my gf to feel good and comfortable when being with me...i noe she facing lots of prob...i even concern bout her study as well...but...i think all these things i done for her...or things tat i told her...were rubbish...i shouldn't too over caring bout her...will make her feel not good...or even pressuring her...sorry to my lovely gf...Shirley...
for my parents...since...i back to study...my behaviour changed a lot...become very hot tempered...and easy get mad...sorry...i noe u wont reading this...but i have to say sorry bout tat...i muz behave like a son...
grandparents...last time i will listen to my grandpa story...but now...sometimes i will feel annoying when he's talking...i not suppose to be like tat...sorry grandpa...grandma...tat day u feel sick and uncomfotable...i nap til 7 sumthing oni wake up...ande clinic was closed...i din bring u to c doctor...sorry...
Dao Dao...sorry coz i sumtimes misund u and release my madness on u...i will try to teach u more things...and...skill...and...i will treat u better...sorry little pretty poodle doggie...
for my frens...Lunar Gang...Crazy Gang...or even others...i have to say sorry coz i have no time to gather with u all some of the time...mayb i'm a selfish person...and...sorry...i dunno how to continue...coz....i'm very complicated right now...
I wish i can release my pressure...
[crying]
PEACE... Back to campus life...8th of June...tis is the 1st day i start my study at SEGi Collge KL...1 year...i stop study for 1 year d...time flies...really fast...
1st of all...i tot i will facing prob when change a new environment...but...still ok la...the student thr were quite friendly...mayb is bcoz my 1st class is mix with marketing student...the lecturer are friendly...and some of them...expert...i can feel tat from the way they teach...
1 thing not good...thr de food...sux...especially the mamak opposite my campus...1st day dunno wat to eat...and my lunch time is ppl's tea time...chinese food no more...den go tat stupid mamak eat maggie goreng with a glass of teh o ais...really sux...no other words can describe it...i swear i wont go thr anymore...
New campus new life...last time in TAR...i drive to class everyday...now...bus and LRT...lol...everyday rushing...walk fast...life is challenging...i will study smart and hard...hope tat no more failure in for me to enter final year...
Degree of University of Abertay Dundee!!! I'm coming for u...
PEACE... Dead City...revival!!!Wow!!!such a long time din update my blog d...due to some reasons la...actually tat day want to post a blog wan...juz...msn...cant get into my space...dunno y...
Ok...start from 27th May 2009 la...tat day was a special day for me...1 year anniversary with Shirley...time flies...really fast...1 year d...hehe...very super duper stable...nothing can change our relationship...hehe...tat day...i took 1 day leave...rest at home...and...til dinner time...guess wat...my B cook for me ler...she named it 'hot dog cheese special lovely spaghetti'...sounds delicious rite???tis is the very 1st time she cook for me...but so unlucky for Kiddo...next time if gotchance to cook again for all of us...he's juz the 1 who will miss it...after finish the spaghetti...of coz got fruit la...a very very sweet de honey dew...love it...a memorable night and dinner for me...
thanks B...muackz...love u...
Hmmm...forgot to tell all of u...i'm backing to campus life soon...yesterday...31st May 2009...i went to SEGi KL with my B to register for study...I took additional papers to enter final year of Degree in Marketing & Business...Shirley registered as a Diploma student in Accounting...at last...she also become a college student and back to study life...tis year will be a very busy years for me coz i have to study for 14 additional papers...i cannot failed any of them coz i juz have 1 year time to pass all and den enter final year for degree...1 more special announcement...i will not drive to campus...due to some reason...i have to take bus and LRT to go for classes...
1st...my younger bro who studying at Dasign nid to drive...he's very unconvenient if take bus to campus...
2nd...SEGi KL juz near Masjid Jamek LRT Station...
3rd...important wan...SEGi thr de parking very expensive...
After stop for 1 year...finally i continue study again...last time tot can continue study advance and go UK...but i change my plan...can get degree with lower cost...not bad wat...in the future if got money oni travel to UK lo...hehe...
ok la...have to stop here...actually i'm in office now...juz take some times to post a blog...and soon...i have less time to work...mayb no more working in weekdays...poor case...no income...will become very poor...now i noe the disadvantage of study life...but nv...once i get the degree...no fear in seeking for job...bye for now...
 PEACE... 21st Birthday...18th April 2009...a very special day for myself and my family...my age turn 21...which means i'm not a child anymore...turn into adult...
The day before my birthday...17th April 2009...Crazy Gang say wanna have a celebration for me...asked me to go my partner Bbwhales' house after i finish work...tat day...my b Shirley told me tat she wanna go KL with her best fren Siow Jing to buy something...6pm...finish work...i ask my bro to leave office early abit coz i don like to be late since they oredi tell me few days ago...i went home to bath and change clothes to go out...i fetch my parent go take car coz my dad's car was in Kepong...den...i call my b...she said KL very jam...cannot reach on time...and say mayb not joining us...i was thinking...my office salesman and despatch all back from KL also reach office early and say no jam...how come she say jam...gotcha...she's telling a lie...
When i reach Bbwhales' house...whole gang were waiting for me...so many ppl...Patrick also joining...with his gf...they want me to sign a 'contract' with hand writing agreement...den...start the challenging adventure... =.=
1st...they ask me to find a special guest...very soft and white skin, very 'heavy' person...i think of mommy coz she's the eldest 1 in the house...luckily i din go for her...i tot bout eldest sis-in-law...coz she has a baby in her body...little Tee...she's the person of my 1st mission...she ask me to dance...very weird dance which is Kiddo become a Tiang...swt...
after finish 1st mission...i get another piece of paper...want me to ask my best fren to sit stand and down without using food... =.= Coffee...my kai lui...not best fren la...tat sei po...i so sayang her...she juz like...geramnya...but nvm la...at last she also done her good job and i get my 3rd mission's clue...tats my last mission...to find out my bday present...
3rd mission...in Bbwhales' room....i have to find out all the words in few books to form out the destination of my present...took such a long time...coz i'm very blur tat time...tired after working...the destination is 3rd floor...i find room by room...at last i get into the karaoke room...i saw my dearest b inside...with Dao Dao also...so surprise...den...they gave me a box which wrap by sports catagory newspaper on 16th April...when i opened it...OMG...C zai...SE C902 le...feels like dreaming...how come i can own it on my bday...Shine were right...my hands were shivering tat time...i think juz she saw tat...den...they gave me a Padini plastic bag...inside was a birthday card...specially done by my dearest b...
Inside the card...i saw a picture of F zai (FOSSIL watch)...and lots of words...secret...cannot let ppl noe wats the content tat makes me feel wanna cry...Thanks b...muackz...i appreciate it very much...and thanks Crazy Gang and my partners...i appreciate it too...
after finish settle my presents...eating time...pizza...haha...after finish pizza...v went to Spicy again...continue eating since every1 still very hungry...around 11 sumthing...v leave thr and went to Abi's house...they bought me a birthday cake...v share the cake....very nice...really...mango cake...tat time...my dearest b gave me a box...guess wat is it...F zai...lovely FOSSIL watch...she share half of her money and my money to buy it...so touching...really thanks alot b...muackz...
 the mistery box... F Zai...FOSSIL watch...18th April...my big day...i woke up early 8am although the previous day i slept at 3 sumthing 4...nightmare wakes me up...weird...i drove my car for a car wash...den back home bath...after preparing oni go out fetch my b...v went to 1u...have our brunch at Wong Kok Char Chan Teng...bday wat...free a BIG milk tea...king size wan...haha...v enjoy our brunch...and took some photoes...
 model pose???photo took by Shirley...the professional 1...(izzit???) pretty Shirley...^^ drinking Super Duper Milk Tea... SUPER DUPER king size milk tea...  our food...  after brunch...v went for a movie...Knowing...such a good movie...quite nice...after movie...v went back to her home...take a rest...tilnight den v have our dinner+supper at Metro Prima Papa Rich...eat sumthing like...mamak food...haha...but not bad...after tat...v went back to her home again...around 1 sumthing...i back to my home...tats so special for my big day be with my dearest B Shirley...
19th April...bday is over but still a special day...early morning wake up go play tennis...yup...still using the old tennis racquet borrowed from Wing's sister...Lunar Gang said wanna buy me a tennis racquet...but still no time go choose...after tennis den Boon,bro Steve and me went to eat Bak Kut Teh...so fat...after sports take so heavy meal...after breakfast...v went back home...bro go home sleep for a while...i quickly take bath and went out to B Shirley's home...i took a rest thr...den...about 4pm...v went to KL Pertama complex...go choose my new Tennis racquet...^^ in the shop about half an hour...i choosen a Wilson Brand...model Npower...yellow,white and black 3 tones color racquet...nice...choose together with my b...and tats her favorite colour...yellow...
After my bro pay for the racquet...v went to Cheras...Ashley's home...wating for 7.30pm...our dinner time...Tat day...v had our dinner at Choong Fatt steamboat...very nice wan...the best ever steamboat...with the 'bomb' meat balls...after dinner...v back to Ashley's house again...they bought me a cake also...pandan layer...and Ashley bought me a pen as bday present...after finish the celebration...i fetch B Shirley home den back home and sleep...3 days celebration for 21st bday...really so so so memorable and special...
before i end it...i have to say thanks to my 2 sister...1 at New Zealand and another 1 at UK...sis JL...thanks for ur foreign sms...and sis Chai Ling....thanks for the birthday card tat took 1 weeks time to reach my place...thanks alot...
now...i think my buying list juz left 1...tats my shoes...new shoe for tennis...protect my leg from injured...i think i will choose Adidas...since my B also say so...wait...mayb next month...my new year wish...almost come true lu...thanks my dearest b and all my frens...thanks a lot!!!
***Crazy Gang members: Ken, Carmen, Kiddo, Patrick, Bbwhale, CH, Shine, Abilene, Song, Loon, Adrian.(Angie, Chu Hang)
***Midnight Crew / 奸人member: Bbwhale & Shine.
***Lunar members: Ming, Bell, Wing, Maggie, Steve, Ashley & Boon.
*** Special guest: Big gogo, Big sis-in-law, Small Gogo, Bbwhales' mum, Admen, Ashley's Ah ma and Ah mi,(Pet: Coffee, Baby, Dao Dao & King).
~~THanks all of u!!!i appreciate it and enjoy my birthday very much...~~
PEACE... 是这样的吗？为什么会这样？谁能告诉我？
为什么会变成这样？谁能告诉我？
为什么不能好好的谈？谁能告诉我？
为什么我会不明白？谁能告诉我？
为什么不能这样？谁能告诉我？
为什么会有压力？谁能告诉我？
为什么会误会？谁能告诉我？
为什么会我那么没用？谁能告诉我？
为什么我不能做到最好？谁能告诉我？
为什么我不是个好男友？谁能告诉我？
为什么我不了解她？谁能告诉我？
为什么会不自觉地流泪？谁能告诉我？
为什么会过渡关心一个人？谁能告诉我？
为什么会过度紧张一个人？谁能告诉我？
为什么我会过度紧张和关心？谁能告诉我？
为什么会睡不着？谁能告诉我？
为什么会像麻醉自己？谁能告诉我？
为什么会需要人关心？谁能告诉我？
为什么人人都会在有事时想到我？谁能告诉我？
为什么我那么不会安排和处理事情？谁能告诉我？
为什么我情绪会失控？谁能告诉我？
为什么？为什么？啊！！！
PEACE... Quiz...i thinkis quite accurate...Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
压力...一个人真的不容易撑得住...最近，觉得自己在情绪上的控制能力差了很多，很容易发脾气。在很多方面，身边的人都很不认同我的做法或想法。学业上遇到考验，挑战了很多次，尝试了很多次，还是失败。工作方面，毫无进展。生意难做.可能使自己的处事方法出了问题，觉得什么都很难。俗语说万事开头难，可能就是这个意思吧。
总觉得自己很固执，很多方面觉得自己对的，就不会认错。可是，现在的我，也不懂是对是错，都会自动地认错道歉，我很怕被孤立的感觉，不喜欢，不习惯，也不想尝试去习惯。有时候也觉得自己很钻牛角尖，不管什么事情，只要是不开心的，都会自己一个人在胡思乱想，甚至把所有的东西都收在心里。其实是有苦衷的。我根本就找不到一个适合的对象去诉说。直到昨晚，终于崩溃了，发生了很不愉快的事情，连我最信任最爱的人都不会明白我当时的心情。眼泪不自觉地流了出来，甚至连话都说不出来。很久没有这样了。当时，我真的很想真正有个人可以理解我的心情。我想，大概是没有。一个平时把所有心事都收收埋埋的人，又怎么会有人会理解，或体谅他的心情呢？
自己的计划一一的被推翻与否决，真的不好受。我想用有的东西无法拥有，我想办的事情无法完成。这种感觉，真的无法形容。昨晚回到家，根本就睡不着，在床上翻滚，脑袋也不自觉地胡思乱想。今天的心情也很差，甚至不想讲话。真的觉得自己很没用。
希望自己能够爬起来，身边除了家人，还有个女友要照顾。当然，有时也很需要她的支持。我真的希望，有一天我所说的话，不管是跟谁说的，都希望每个人会明白当中的意思。不想写了，到此为此吧。
PEACE... ...Today...public holiday...but my B got work...nvm ler...coz wed she off day...iand i gonna take leave also...gonna back to college...early morning...i went to Selayang...with bro and Boon...play tennis...today very tired...coz yest sleep late...the racquet is so heavy...feels like more heavy than yest...mayb tired gua...but tat racquet really heavy if compare to others...and...my toe...damn pain...coz the shoe i wearing was my basketball shoe...absolutely not suit for tennis...but no choice...haha...
Yesterday after tennis went to KL Pavillion...coz Boon say wanna buy a pair of tennis shoe...he bought a Reebok tennis shoe...nice...blue and white color...they got ask me to try 1...Nike wan...nice...but i have no money to buy...saving money mar...but also dunno save for wat...bro also don let me buy things...phone or watch...both also cannot...haiz...now shoe...he also ask me to wait 1st...last week he bought a new tennis shoe...now Boon also bought d...so good...their leg no need to feel pain when playing tennis...but nvm...i will own 1 soon...coz i'm the type of ppl wont hurt myself...leg is important for me...since i start playing basketball...i will own a new pair of shoe soon...mayb a bday present for myself...haha...as my frens say...other ppl wont buy shoe to bday boy or gal..."haih haih" sound wor...not good...i know tat...but i will buy for myself...hahaha... =.="
Today...after playing tennis...heavy rain...v had our breakfast at Selayang dim sum...den...v head to Ampang Park...coz bro wanna buy tennis racquet...he bought 1...the 1 which cost him 400++...y???coz tat 1 is currently used by Roger Federer...damn nice...and i also saw few...very nice...den he also ask me to hold...don buy 1st...WTF...all the things i havent think...den oredi say tis cannot tat cannot...but nvm...they say will buy 1 for me on my bday...still consider ok la...tennis racquet as bday present...haha...
But...not fair...my C Zai and F Zai...haiz...so hopeless la...i save money for so long...but bro don let me buy...now every month my mum will mumbling once...coz of the phone bil...everytime ppl call me...i din answer...haiz...cant hear it ringing...and no vibration...shit phone...not i want de lo...it really not functioning mar...wat also duwan think la...money money money...last time no money no talk...now got money d...nvm la...juz keep it la...myself also syok de..bank account got money...but..not syok coz cant own both of them.,..C Zai and F Zai...haiz...
now at Shirley's home...later have to go fetch her back from work...stop here la...coz going out soon...fetch my pretty sweetheart...actually...recently dunno y...so much things to think...sumtimes even cant sleep...like juz now...got time to take a nap at my B's room...but...really a short nap...less than 1 hour...wake up d...cant fall asleep again...haiz...have to resit BS again...and thinking of the phone...and watch...haiz.......nvm la...everytime c my B...sure i feel so comfortable...like everything gone...no need to think...TQ B...muackz...
Birthday...tis year wanna make a brand new wish...hope it will happen...(think too much..)
PEACE... Happy Birthday to my b Shirley...!0303...yesterday was my b Shirley's 21st years old birthday...i i apply leave for 2days...monday and tuesday...coz she need to work on her bday...so...the day before her bdat was her off day/...no need to work...tat day...i wake up at 8am...after wash up and ready for everything...i straight head to her house without a morning call...when i almost reach den i only call her...she was so blur...but she still need to open door for me...once i reach...she nvr mentioned i oredi brought in her bday present...She went to wash up and bath...and...tats the time i do sumthing...before go to her house...i found a Xixili recycle bag in my room...haha...she nvr knows wat i will buy for her...i put the present into the recycle bag...when she finish bath and back to her room...she was/...lol...sure in her mind...'WAT THE...tis so lou really go buy women's secret for me...' She never care bout me...took her clothes and change in her sis room...
Time to box her present...the present was wrap by myself...she open it slowly and carefully...wat a stupid thing i did...once she open...she saw the ODM website...and she smile at me...i knew wat happen...den i told her tat juz a box i took from Boon...inside is not a watch...she really believe me...lol...but when she opened it...inside was a yellow colour ODM watch...which she told me she love it very much de...finally she owned it now...of coz she damn so so so happy la...after i teach her how to use it...v get ready to leave...
I brought her to Metro Prima to eat Pan Mee as our breakfast...den...v went to 1U...get her dream watch on bday wor...of coz need to take photo la...during the time i driving...she took few photos in car...she so happy...of coz i also happy la...when v reach 1U...i brought her go Hagen Daaz and Baskin Robin...ask her to choose a cake..but she say duwan coz very expensive...ask me to save money...den ok lo...v walk around and saw many things...but never buy anything...since v have lots of time...v go watch a movie named Kung Fu Chef...the movie was...quite interesting...sumthing quite brainless...but not whole movie la...consider a nice movie...meaningful and funny action movie...but i recommend every1 to watch DVD at home la...lol...
after the movie...she say want go c watch...coz she knew tat i'm looking for a new watch...FOSSIl...i'll own u also...other than C Zai...after that...v went to Zanmai Pasta to have our dinner...tat restaurant was not bad...the food quite nice...the environment also ok de...very nice...v really enjoy our dinner...and took some photos thr...after dinner...v back to her home...take a rest...and so fast...9pm...her fren coming to fetch her to 1U again...go sing k and help her countdown for her bday...i din join due to some prob...i went to Rawang Kopi Street to join Boon and Wing...borrow psp from Boon coz the next day i have to accompany my b at her working place for whole day...around 1pm...i back to her home...coz tat night i stay overnight at her home...but..i sleep at 4 sumthing...coz she coming back late...and...i not feeling well...took 2 tablets of panadol den sleep d...
the next day...v woke up at 8am...@.# so tired...its killing us...2 panda go to Tropicana City Mall...haha...v bought 2 waffle for our breakfast...den around 1pm...i forced to leave her shop...coz...her big boss from Taiwan will go her shop..i cannot stay thr...i took Boon's PSP and went to 1st floor...coz thr got some nice sofa...i sit thr and play PSP...suddenly become a 'GAMEBOY'...T.T 2pm...her breaktime...v had Asam Laksa for our lunch...shit things...17.40 for 2 small bowls of laksa and 2 glass of iced Nescafe...v juz like...''WTF...not nice but damn expensive...no more next time...''
After lunch...she have to go back her shop d...and i continue to be a GB...back to the sofa again...luckily can tahan..if not...with the air-cond and soft music...sure fall asleep thr...around 5pm...her big boss left her shop...den i can back to her shop d...no nid sit at the sofa thr d...lol...7pm...her 2nd break time...and also our dinner time,..v went to Kenny Roger's for our dinner...eat til very full...coz long time no eat d...dunno how to order...2 blur case wan order quarter plate...for a guy mayb is ok...but for a couple...or gals...sure hard to finish...lol...so...don try tis next time...10pm...finish work and back to her home...damn tired...i still need to drive back home...but ok ler...my b bday...as long as she happy...its all enough...Happy Birthday b...muackz..!
 pretty watch model!!!lol... my b bday present...ODM watch...yellow colour...nice??? at Zanmai Pasta... @.# Sweet... Fruit tea.. Chicken Katsu.. Chicken Onsen.. Sirlon Steak Meal... juz a simple decoration by us...lol...HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIRLEY..>!!!
Tats all for Shirley's birthday...who will be the next???in Crazy Gang...i will be the next...yest when back home...quarrel with brother again...he highly not agree to let me buy C Zai or either the Fossil Watch...haiz...tats my own thing...y he want to control me so much???sien la...C Zai and F Zai...i will either give up both of u...or delay the time to owned both of u la...haiz...stupid bro...shit!!!
PEACE... 不寻常的感觉...昨天，我失控了...我不但控制不了自己的情绪，而且还和一些人吵了起来...脾气，偶尔是会有的，可是昨天大概是太过火了，竟然气到心跳乱到不可开交，冒冷汗，全身颤抖到连滑鼠也控制不了...很久没有这样了...真的有点不寻常与不安...心里的感觉真得无法形容，好像有过这样的感觉，很相似，很不寻常...希望‘它’不会回来找我...
给个狼心她们却当狗吠...他妈的...我处处为别人着想，换来的是什么???人与人之间到底是否真的应该互相尊重?人真得那么自私的吗?过分关心一个人,会换来他人的责骂?我真的不知道为什么脑海里会突然浮现一大堆的问题，昨晚很夜才睡，大概是两三点吧...今早8点就自动弹了起来，之间还不断起身十多轮，我到底怎么了?有病吗???
明天会是我亲爱的B生日，等下腰去准备一下，今天会把礼物交到她手上，希望她会喜欢...B，生日快乐...我爱你!!!
PEACE... Really belated Valentine...sorry guys...LOl...such a long time i din lepak here d...long time din blog...long time din upload photos also...i would like to apologize for those who got read my blog...especially Crazy Gang...sorry...hehe...
February 14...Valentine day...hmmm...guess wat...i forgot when is Valentine...still asking ppl around me...asking frens...asking my manager also...i juz noe want to celebrate with my love 1...but...i really dunno when izzit...thank for those who told me the actual date of Valentine...Haha...
The day before 14...i went to fetch Shirley back...from Tropicana City Mall...the place she work...Den she say duwan eat...not hungry...coz 5 sumthing oni had her mail...den...v straight back to her home...once reach her home...she showed me a video tat she created herself...with photos inside...juz few photos of us and Dao Dao...the last few photos were her x'mas present and the small tiny but useful valentine present of us...but the last pic...guess wat...i saw a CK One Men's perfume...i stuned thr and looked at her...ask her y put tat pic...she said tat pic take from her fren...den...i become the 2nd blur Bbwhale...1 of the Midnight Crew's blur case...i trust her also...coz i told he many times don buy valentine present...juz keep the money for bday present...but...she bought tat perfume for me...the smell was so nice...Thanks B...muackz...
The Valentine present i bought for her was juz a thumbdrive...not very expensive...but useful for her...coz she wish to own 1 long time ago...the design is quite unique...nice...
14...Happy Valentine!!!tat day i very early wake up...forgot wat i want to do...coz really half month d...i really a short memory guy...tat day Shirley work til 10pm...I planed to find a romantic place at PJ or Hartamas wan...but...shit things...i lost the map tat my manager draw for me...poor case...but nvm...coz during the time i go fetch her...my bro's gf called me and ask me want go Genting Highland anot...with Wing and Maggie(his gf)...den...v decided to go after i told Shirley bout tat...once she finish work...v have our Valentine dinner at.......Desa Park City Secret Recipe...(So near BBwhale house...haha...)...den...after dinner v go Sri Gombak meet them up...after that...here comes the 1st time i drive my little silver go Genting...when v reach thr...v went to Starbucks...having hot drinks thr...and...a special heart shaped cake tat baked by my bro for her gf Ashley...but they decided to share with us...the cake was not really nice to eat...coz he used the wrong type of orange...but can eat also la...but...the weird guy...MR Wing...he loved the cake so much...ate a lot...siau!!!After finish our drinks...v also leave...
The 1st time i drive to Genting and back...both in the midnight...The 1st time i enjoy my valentine with my beloved GF...The 1st time i celebrate my Valentine with my beloved at Genting Highland...such a nice place...cold...but romantic...guess wat...tis is 1 of my birthday wish in tis 20 years time...and my dream comes true...Hehehe...bday coming soon...gonna make new wish again...tis time...my wish will be....I WANT UNLIMITED WISHES....hahahaha...sot sot de...but tis year will be 21st bday...looking forward for it...and...i still earning money for the present for myself... T.T
Thats all for my 2009 Valentine...hope can celebrate it sweetly every year...and now...Looking forward for next month...her birthday...and April...my birthday...our 21st birthday...muz make it special... 2009...Everything new???Few hours later...will be the end of 2008...actually...2008...consider not bad la...at least...i din sick til nid to find doctor for few times...no injured...but hor...still got bad things de...failed my statistics...car's wheel get stolen...haha...funny...
2008...wat i've done???many things...stop study for 1 year...work...learn lots of thing...and of coz...she appear in my new life...hmmm...i also dunno wat else to talk bout 2008...time flies...so fast...CNY also coming soon...so terrible...getting older and older d... =.="
2009...of coz want everything good la...haha...1st...i want get my new phone and watch asap...everyday sacrifice my lunch also nid to get them...no choice...and...of coz...2 weeks later will be my exam...muz pass my business statistics and business communication...i also dunno y i can fail so many times...really cant imagine...and dunno wats the reason y...
hmmm...CNY...my b got bake CNY cookies...who want to buy can contact me...sure got special price for u all...and can test the sample 1st...rmb to call me...for Crazy Gang...tis weekend la...mayb meet at Jast hse...den will bring u guys the sample...can eat lu...and...play with doggies...haha...
hehe...actually working now...juz want finish work d...so....snake snake a bit lo...ok la...HAPPY NEW YEAR to all of u!!!may every1 dreams come true...cheers!!!
PEACE... Christmas Eve...So excited...guess wat...my 1st christmas with my lovely b...
In the beginning...i tot tis day will be very rush and traffic super jam wan...Fuyoh...really cant believe it...i really can reach The Curve on time...coz...i reserved a table at Italiannies...hehe...wat a romantic christmas eve rite???lol...yesterday...once reach 6pm...i quickly wish every1 in office merry christmas...then fast fast punch card and leave d...coz scare traffic jam mar...so lucky...no jam...safely reach my b home...she was so pretty...^^
I quickly take bath and change clothes...once gao dim...den head to The Curve...no jam no jam...haha...
1st time...reserved table for christmas eve dinner...and Italian style...so romantic...lol...but...the food...not so nice...after the dinner...v go walk around...so nice...v stoped at a watch shop...to c the cool Fossil watch...so nice...and...the most important 1...v stoped at Sony Ericsson...saw my dream phone again...ok...stop topic...
Our 1st christmas...is not in The Curve...coz v leave there around 9.30...den v go join Shirley's cousin...Natelie...coz christmas also hr bday...so...v broght her cousins and fren to Desa Park City...buy her a slice of chocolate cheese cake...and v took photo thr...
my 1st xmas present...a card from my b...although its juz a simple card...but its so meaningful...full of love...so warm...
haiz...no camera...coz bro want to use...so cant borrow from him...my phone...camera spoilt d...and her phone...all the photos v took also...so dark...so...cant upload any photos lo...ok la...have to stop here...MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
PEACE... Half year...27 Nov 2008...a special day for me...and my darling Shirley...
tat night...v went to Menjalara DeFortune for dinner...the food thr quite nice...tat day...Shirley not feeling so well...sorethroat...she ordered a chicken chop with mushroom sauce and a glass of apple juice...me???i ordered a chicken cordon bleu...which is a fried chicken breast with cheese inside and a glass of starfruit juice...hmmm...i very sure...Kiddo will fainted once he c the chicken...^^
yesterday...went to MidValley to watch a movie named BOLT...very nice...a very cute and interesting 3D animation movie presented by Disney...its really cute...is about a dog...and...i love the hamster...fat hamster inside a plastic ball...the name of the hamster is...Rhino...lol...so small size called Rhino...and he's a super crazy TV fans...lol...1 word...tis movie,...JENG...
hmmm...half year anniversary...wat i bought???nothing...actually...i planed to buy a pair of couple ring...tats y everytime go shopping with her...sure will bring her go c couple ring...but tat day went to BTS...the time she decided...i oredi bought it...so...no surprise for anniversary...
 NVm...christmas is coming soon,....sure will give her a surprise...coz she still dunno wat i'm going to buy her for xmas present...
Haiz...xmas...den valentine coming soon...all my buying list have to postpone...my watch...new phone...and PSP...especially my phone...got prob since half year ago...haiz...bcoz of the gay...shit...i hate gay...nvm...save money lo...but dunno when oni can buy my SE C902...James Bond phone...lol...i want it...gambateh to save money...!!!
before i end tis...got sumthing to tell my b...but...those who reading tis don jealous ya..lol..."B...i love u...muackz..."
Dead city???still alive la...Huah....such a long time din update my blog d...same as wat my partner Bbwhale said...hahah...
Hmmm...recently i also dunno wat i busy for...now waiting for the result release...(on 25th Oct) damn nervous and worry...coz change lecturer to mark the papers d...poor case...really poor case...well...i'm doing good recently...work...play..sleep...and of coz enjoying good time with gf...
miss Crazy Gang...sorry coz i cant join u all for last time gathering and picnic...if got time...den v gather together ya...
long time din play basketball d...recently juz play badminton...plan to start playing tennis with Boon...is time for me to keep fit d...fat d la...cannot like tat...
ok la...lunch time finish lo...time to continue work...stop here lu...
to all my frens...
take care...
PEACE...
TaggedInstructions:
Remove one question from below and add in your own question, make it a total 20 questions. Then tag 8 people.. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them that they have been tagged. 1. At what age you wish to marry? - After 27...after i have my own car, house,and own lot of money... 2. What song are you listening right now ?
- 神木与瞳's 为你而活...very nice song...and tis group very geng...^^ 3. Do you smoke? - Nope....Hate it... 4. List out two gifts you'd like to receive now. - phone (bit realistic, but i need a new one ^^, saving money...and waiting for Boon to change new phone) - PSP
5. List out two things that you'd like to do now.
- play tennis (havent start playing yet although oredi promise my fren want to play) - swim (long time din swim d)
6. Which festival u like the most? -X'mas...
7. Do you like to imagine random things?
-always do so...coz i believe in 'success come from imagination and dream'... 8. are u satisfy with ur life now? - yup.....almost no free time...but nice to spend my time for work and with gf... 9. Currently into? - saving money to change my specs, buy present for gf, buy psp, and change phone...
10. Getting married is going to heaven or grave? - heaven....if u think tat is going to grave...better dont marry...u will hurt the one who love u... 11. How many kids do you want? - i will respect my wife...decision will made by her... - definitely....yes!!! 13. Where is the latest restaurant you have dinner? - Pizza Hut at Metro Prima 14. Name the latest book you bought? - Long time din buy book...forgot d... - yeah, coz i'm not good in memorizing thing...especially during study...so...i think open book test is good for me... 16. Single or Attached? - attached 17. Name the first person that comes into your mind now. - Shirley...my beloved gf...she treat me very good...thanks her a lot...muackz...
18. The most exciting place you want to go? - Hong Kong, UK, Italy and Japan 19. Which quality is more important in a lover. Looks or personality? - personality...cos i'd meet quite alot of good-looking ppl with rubbish attitude and personality...tis reason is same as my best partner BBwhale Jast...
20. Make 3 wishes? - everyone happy - GREAT achieve on my studies and get to UK - my dreams come true...haha...means the above also included...so greedy rite??? ppl tat i wanna tagged
1. Teck Huat (since sometimes u got read my blog...and i also curious to know bout u...)
2. Shirley Chei(curious to know...can know more bout u...)
3. Chai Ling (Dunno u got read anot...if got...juz try it out la..)
4. JL (my sis...muz tell me o..)
5. Chu Hang (ur space had been abandon long time ago...)
6. Ken ( to start a personal blog...i swear i'll visit it everyday..)
7. Adrian (relax...don keep stress study for SPM)
8. Kiddo
PEACE... Pressure...6 Sept-Business Communication
13 Sept-Business Statistics
17 Sept-International Marketing
18 Sept-Business Cyber Law
The above...my exam timetable...time flies...so fast...end of 1 sem d...exam also around the corner...juz 2 more days...
I start prepare few weeks ago...by not letting any1 noe...study in the midnight...
Feel so nervous...feel so pressure...all the above are the subjects tat i cant pass last semester...everyday juz feel like...not enough time to study...can memorise anything...my brain is empty...dunno wat shud do...and dunno how to do...
I admit...i really very poor in time management...but i tried my best...no1 will noe my feeling now...i dunno how to manage my time...dunno how to release my stress and pressure...DAMN!!!
PEACE... Wat happen???Still very down...coz some of the reason...
Mistakes and weaknesses...
evry1 also will have heir own weaknesses and will make mistakes...juz tat...izzit serious???or not???me myself...William...also will have weaknesses and also mae mistakes b4..sumtimes...i now tat...but sumtimes... really dunno...tats y i feel tat myself was s useless...agree??
Juz back from outside...lunch time mar...today no mood at all...den go out to have a walk...1 hour time...juz walk from shop to shop...spirit also dunno go whr d...today...really no appetite to eat...but to avoid gastric...i bought 2 bread...1 is bread with red bean...my favorite...and a butter bread...using around 15 min time...i finished both bread...but...unfortunately...same as eat nothing...coz i vomited all out...dunno y ler...1st time like tat...
today really feeling bad...cant sleep for whole night...feel sad...and disappointed to myself..juz now chat with a fren...i told by her...when i dunno how to handle or settle sum problem...i will keep saying dunno...izzit???i think so...tis time...i really dunno how to handle...i tried...but i failed...no chance d...no chance to change it...damnable William..always made mistakes...but no choice...i trying to be perfect...but i failed...i failed to satisfy ppl...failed to make ppl happy...juz will made ppl unhappy and disappoint ppl...
god god...wat happen???can any1 tell me all my weaknesses and mistake???can any1 tell me wat happen???can any1 teach me how to handle and settle my problem???haiz...
 PEACE...  Speechless...nothing to say...Very Down...
Down til hell...
I so stupid...
I so useless...
I idiot!!!
Haiz...
really speechless and nothing to say...
Juz want to say sorry...
i'm not a good fren...
not a good son...
and...
not a good bf...
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Shirley's x'mas present...Tiny display sushi set...
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