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Pressure...Today's topic is...pressure...
i oredi think for very long...only decide to come out tis topic...is not because of too free...or just for fun...something really happened on me...and some ppl around me...every1 having pressure...mayb everyday...or every min...or even every sec...wat is pressure???i also not really noe how to explain in english...or even chinese...juz take it as a random topic for my latest blog for today...
As u all know...recently i continued my study at SEGi College...at 1st...tis sem i took 6 subjects...5 subjects with exam and assignment...and another 1 subject is full assignment...having class 5 days a week...without driving car...public transport everyday...but now...3 more bridging paper from UK offered...and now...have to study 7 days a week...without driving car...and juz public transport also...at the beginning...i tot tat everything is ok for me...but few weeks later...i feel tat...its not so easy...i spend all the time travel from college to home and home to college...den...study...assignment...is so tiring...i don even have a day can relax myself...or give myself some times to rest well...is so terrible to having 9 subject...and study 7 days a week...
when i say tat i feel a lot of pressure...most of the ppl will ask me who give me those pressure other than study...in the beginning...i tot tat many aspect giving me pressure...but after sms with my gf...i realise tat...all the pressure...is from myself...and...sumtimes i even blaming her tat adding pressure to me...i really not a good bf...not a good son...or even a grandson...for many lecturers in SEGi...i'm a good student...compare with others...but honestly...i'm not...
y i think like tat???mayb...as ppl said...i'm not a good fren...and...for gf...i over caring her...terrible???but i juz want my gf to feel good and comfortable when being with me...i noe she facing lots of prob...i even concern bout her study as well...but...i think all these things i done for her...or things tat i told her...were rubbish...i shouldn't too over caring bout her...will make her feel not good...or even pressuring her...sorry to my lovely gf...Shirley...
for my parents...since...i back to study...my behaviour changed a lot...become very hot tempered...and easy get mad...sorry...i noe u wont reading this...but i have to say sorry bout tat...i muz behave like a son...
grandparents...last time i will listen to my grandpa story...but now...sometimes i will feel annoying when he's talking...i not suppose to be like tat...sorry grandpa...grandma...tat day u feel sick and uncomfotable...i nap til 7 sumthing oni wake up...ande clinic was closed...i din bring u to c doctor...sorry...
Dao Dao...sorry coz i sumtimes misund u and release my madness on u...i will try to teach u more things...and...skill...and...i will treat u better...sorry little pretty poodle doggie...
for my frens...Lunar Gang...Crazy Gang...or even others...i have to say sorry coz i have no time to gather with u all some of the time...mayb i'm a selfish person...and...sorry...i dunno how to continue...coz....i'm very complicated right now...
I wish i can release my pressure...
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